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Exclusive five-member male group Big Bang had their tickets for their first out of three concerts, sold out in just 5 minutes. On December 29th tickets for YG Entertainment’s Big Bang “Big Show” concert started selling and according to the online shopping site G Market that was selling them, this Big Show 2010 concert sold a total of 12,000 seats in just 5 minutes.

As soon as the tickets were out about 15 million people accessed the site simultaneously in order to get their hands on some tickets.

Big Bang’s “Big Show 2010” concert filled with exclusive performances will be held at the Seoul’s Olympic Stadium starting on January 29th to January 31st.




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My boys flew to Japan on the 30th to attend 51st Japan Awards and was nominated Rookie/new artist award which they won!  Congrats boys! I love how Japanese pronounce Big bang. Big ke BHANGG.
HAHAHA.
HIPHIPHOORAY to my boys. Put up a good show and take care of our maknae okay? See you at the concert, in Youtube :( Indeed this blog is like a website alr, especially with the new blogskin. Didn't know that people still do have the craze to do BB's skin. And thanks to best teman for the editings and thanks to me for putting up Big bang all over -.-  Yeah, ain't sick of it.

I don't seem to get it about why YG entertainment promotes GD more than Big bang themselves. GD is everywhere. Solo album, solo artist, collaboration with artists and so on. He even got accused for plagiarism and as well as what happened to him during his first solo concert. Seriously, blame those kids who showed up at his concert. I SERIOUSLY think they enjoyed the bed scene rather than wanting him to get into trouble. Ah, whats up, korea?

Well, maybe because GD and Taeyang have been in the company for longer years than other members. TOP is featuring in a new Movie right after IRIS, which was also another controversy. Netizens claimed that his role in the IRIS is redundant and the only reason that he was featured in IRIS was to attract teen viewers.
I don't get it why my boys are being treated this way...

I see Anti YG lately.

nevertheless, VIPs love for hyungs will never fade!
GD, TAEYANG, TOP, SEUNGRI, DAESUNG! HWAITING!

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I'm waiting for my colleagues to upload the pictures taken prior and the closing day. I've officially resigned from Delifrance, so did most of my part time colleagues. It hurts me to see a number of them tearing up, especially Auntie Muihoon and Mdm NgSim. Not forgetting dear Managers, Kak Noor and Kak Dyla. The farewell session after the feasting in our own Outlet was the best. Sad but happening. Everyone seemed to have bonded real well within the longest working period, about 3months for most of them.

Things weren't good for me at home today. As I were crying earlier on, I wanted to go to work. To meet my colleagues, my managers, my WW members. I realised how much time I've spent with them during my hols and not at home and others. I realised that I've been close with new people within months. Im already starting to miss Filiana and A.izzaty to the max. Only god knows how much fun and laughters we shared all these while.Working at Np's Deli wasn't a mistake.

School books, School shoes, school bag not yet bought. How to go to school this Monday?!!? I have no idea. Perhaps postpone everything till pays in. I was thinking to do something about my hair and maybe pamper myself with a Nike school shoe, and a simple Jansport. But ah, most propably getting school books with my own money.. Sigh. Gaji 4 ribu takper.

On a happier note, I'm just a few days away from LG CRYSTAL! Despite me in need of cash for school, hell no I'm gonna give crystal a miss. ^^,

That's about it.




Anyhoos. Happy 2010 to everyone. God bless everyone.

I'm tired.
I'm mad with you.
I'm upset.
I'm very angry.
I'm pissed off.
I'm sad.

Fuck but really, it takes two hands to clap. What exactly were you doing this few months? What exactly was that relationship? No Im not expecting much but shit you don't have to do that.

Now Im longing to see you sitting at the escalator, waiting for me.
Now Im longing to see your text messages.
Now Im longing to see you at night to take your stuff from me.
Now Im longing to hear you calling me Bodoh and telling to shut up whenever I start singing.
Now Im longing to know that I'm gonna see you after work, before work and so on.
Now Im longing to receive calls from you and hear you say, ' eh I downstairs alr eh! '

What was I thinking when I called you FIRST upon getting my results.
WHO ARE YOU TO ME?

And I hate myself for ignoring you THAT FEW MINS when you appeared at my work place but I continued doing my work when my colleagues actually shook my body, tapped my shoulders and all to tell me you're outside. I think that ignorance is the caused of all these. For that, thanks to me.

But I'm not blaming myself fully.

Knowing there's no other way to contact you other than MSN, if you could check your phone (though it's spoilt), you would see millions of miss calls from me.

Honestly, I miss the way how you treated me, even as a friend.

I think I think too much about the fact that I scored good for Ns and family doesn't seem to show any kind gestures to me like other friends received. I myself know that Im upset about that till I had a nightmare depicting my own sister shouting, screaming, scolding, cursing me for being less educated than her. My mom was there and she was shocked. I tried to fight back, like I always do. But I choked up as I was tooooo friggin hurt till no voice came out and all I did was crying. In that dream, I was crying silently, no voice. Took a deep breath and wanted to cry out loud ( still in the dream! ), I actually wailed in reality. Which means, I woke up and was wailing and crying like I was beaten up. I realised I was crying, but I didn't stop. The dream was so real and I can imagine it happening.

SERIOUSLY, NOT HANDLING LIFE WELL.
I need a break.


AND YOU ! SHE DESERVES ALL OF IT. stop making me feel guilty.

..dont talk to me. goodnight.

I really want the Hip Hop Gangsta of Big bang to come back. listen to the songs I've been uploading and changing one after another. See what I mean? I miss their old albums, ALOT.

AH, happily Bigbang-ing on youtube and received a call from Azhar. Need to cover his shift at 7pm. Aiya, 4 hours shift again! no break leh!


And you, geuman mannaja. Bianhe.
I see no point alr.

bye.

Sometimes I realised that my love for you are stronger than my love for Chocolate Croissant.
Sometimes I realised that it was nothing as we need two hands to clap. From what I see, there's only one.

Now I'm feeling guilty for totally ignoring you just now. I don't know whats up with me. But just so you know, I was relieved to know that you asked my colleagues to hug and kiss me when they see me. Im so sorry but I love you da gor jis mar. lols what the hell...

Work was really WORK just now. Okay, not making any sense here. All I can say is that today was one of the toughest working days. AH, gotta have to endure and enjoy cause there wont be anymore of kak noor, kak dyla, Jamin, Amer, Rosemary, Aunty baker, Filiana, Izzaty, Amira, Azhar, baha, danial,Syafiq, faris, ME -.-, er.. shawn, Hanifa, Ganesh, puspah and the list goes on...

Aiyo.
Anyhoos, LG CRYSTAL IM COMING, PLEASE WAIT HOR. STAY AFFORADABLE!
please don't go ne gyo te stay.. k lol again.

Okay, have to wake up by 6plus to take passport -.- then off to work at 3.
Adoi, penat!

Dreaming of getting some present for scoring well for N level was a huge mistake. What I get from that wasn't any kind of benefits but instead it was all a loss. Planning of getting a present for myself (lg crystal) covered my mind the whole time while I was at home, at work, any where any time but it was all gone just in split seconds. What is this? Other's enjoyed being pampered and being spent with luxurious stuff while Im on the far end, receiving all these?

That phone call I ignored for the first time was the most important phonecall which was bringing the most important and heaviest news. And I ignored it and continue doing stock checking at work. The next phonecall was the phonecall I was hoping that I will never receive.

She was someone who I thought would be one of the strongest grandmother living on Earth. She was someone who kept on calling each and every of her children's house almost every hour, without fail just to check whether us, her grandchildren have eaten, got home safely from here and there and so on. We tend to get irritated at times and I regret for feeling so.

But what's the point of regretting ?

It didn't strike me until I saw her body. As cold as she was in Claim 2, I couldn't imagine how cold it would be in the 'icebox' of the Mortuary that she was kept in for one night. My aunty who was badly affected fainted and was shivering the whole time and was saying, ' mak sejuk ' (granny's cold). Seeing everyone tearing up, especially grandad hurts the hell out of me. As a BIG family of almost 30 grandchildren and about 10 children never ever so grandad cried before, until that day.

Abah, we all janji untuk jage abah. bersabar jer bah..

The traditional process before the burial is pretty personal. All I can say is it was my first experience of loosing someone who's close to heart and it was something I dont ever want to face again.

Slept at Granny's for two days. Now back home after the compassionate leave and will be working 12hours shift tmr, at 11.

Mak, yaya akan bace kan Alfatiha dan ingatkan mak. Terime kasih mak untuk segale gale nyer. I'll always be your Ikan parang who has gone chubbier now mak.


It hurts even more when my niece whispered at late granny's ears while sobbing,
'kenape dier buat nek yang ain mcm gini?'

Today started off hard. Woke up and got ready for work. Head to Causeway's Deli and collected some HEAVY items for our outlet. From peoples view, it seems light as the bag of straws were facing them while the hard, chilled and compressed items were inside. So they might e wondering, ' why is she so lembek? it's just straws la please -.- ' Lek sua eh. lol

Today's crowd were pretty fucked up. Very demanding group of family and people just don't understand the sign on the menu stand which says, ' PLEASE WAIT TO BE SEATED '. The next thing I know, I saw 2 groups of customers seated and showing hand signs ' where's the menu?? '

Tell me, how can I NOT be fucked up ? 4 hours shift been a piece of shit to me.
And guess what, tmr's a 4shift work AGAIN.

Chillax with the managers after work at the back before heading back to woodlands with kak dyla and A.Izzaty. Met bestfriend outside school and she said I looked like someone who was fired. -.- with that appearance, I agree. heh.

Went home awhile and out again at about 6pm to look for LG CRYSTAL BABY. Yeah, mom wouldn't be happy about it but I'll do anything it takes to get something related to Big bang (:
Hoping for my pay to be reasonable and get it imeediately after schoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooollllllllllllllll on 7th (:

I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT CRYSTAL AND BIG BANG.
yes, fanatic. Me being a fanatic doesn't bother your life a single bit. SO, yeah.

So second half of work was okay. Was suppose to come back to help Azhar as Shawn will be going home early and kak noor has to help Hanifa with cashier. But our CEO of WW (inside joke) didnt turn up so I was practically covering his shift. takper takper.. Closing was fun actually.

Don wasn't around nor did we meet at night since he was busy ton-ing -.-'
heran ah ngan budak budak nowadays. And I'm no more bodoh. Now, he calls me idiot, sometimes bodoh and most often, the always use, the nonstop sentence,

You go eat shit la.

OUCH SIA.

Went online and Silas was alr picking on me the minute he started the conversation. Stupid guy who needs running machine at home since he needs to do runs at home. hahahah, another inside joke.

iRAHH IS VIP ♥ : SEUNGRI BABY says:
how's results?
silasss says:
go ite la.
hahhaha.
iRAHH IS VIP ♥ : SEUNGRI BABY says:
okok talk tmr!
go top up
go sleep
silasss says:
irah go ite laa..
hahaha.

no shame, pulling me to go matrep course with him. lols.

& NADIAH ABDUL RAZAK CAME ONLINE AFT SO LONG! AHH !

A crumpler or jansport for school ?
A crumpler or jansport or a new phone similar to Cyon Crystal using next pay?
Continue working after Np's Deli close down or concentrate on school?
Continue my craze for Big bang or simmer down in order to have space in my brain for education?

I'm going nuts over these trivial matters. Next pay faster come, I need to buy awesome stuff to start of 2010 happily!


after much thinking, if the price is within the range of 300 to 400 plus, I will spend my next pay on that baby on top. Hoping to save up moree now, and in time to come in order to pay the subscription fees.

Just have a look how awesome the functions are. serious shit.

Seungri and Tae Yang CF on this phone. Cute and adorable.

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